Like the last post, life had been pretty calm, and able to do things calmly, with no real stress. I had started to get the sensation of anxiety coming back. I knew that the calmness was beginning to come to the end. I know while writing, this. It is only short term. The feelings being back made me know that this will also affect me. By causing problems with my type of Cerebral Palsy.
This month was the same although the sense of anxiety was getting stronger and stronger. I had been feeling more and more anxious about the future. I did do the 1st step which was a kind of relief. Yet the uncertainty of the future means my cerebral palsy has been affected. Yet I don’t know how just yet.
This month again had been a mixed bag of feelings. I was able to get Christmas almost completed before the actual event. The stress was beginning to start showing itself. Through tightness of muscles and the inability to wind down.
This month was the end of what was a fairly good year before a new year which is a transitional one, to say the least.
The whole year had been a good one on the whole. Cerebral palsy has been good and life despite the pandemic was good this year
This is the end of the series on the year in retrospect.